811pm it seems like every part of me is split 50/50 nowadays. a part of me will feel smileyyhappyy. and yet another part of me feels like killing something. the left side of myy bodyy is all warm right now. but the right side of myy bodyy is cold and numb. i'm smelling danger in this unclean air. and something just doesn't seem right. i hate it when myy little planet collaspes on me. since when did a place so familiar become so distant?