it has onlyy been october for twentyy-four hours, and i am alreadyy tired of it. i've forgotten how much i hate october. it reminds me that winter is coming soon, &i hate the cold weather. i know the winter weather here is better than in most other places in the united states. i mean, it never snows here. but it rains and rains. i hate rain. especiallyy cold rain, which is all we ever get. it makes me forget how to be happyy. it makes me not want to ever wake up. i wish i could hibernate like the bears do. theyy never have to see the dark side of life. instead, theyy just sleep right through it. i wish i was a bear. so i could just sleep through everything horrible &cold &lonelyy. this is myy random rant of todayy.