thursdayy.

by styrofoam
Feeling: unsatisfied
"save me" i scream, in this dream that is real. sorry, sorryy, i am so very sorry. sorry for not being able to explain myself. sorry for making yet another person hate me. sorry for breaking a promise i vowed to keep. sorry for myy existance, such a disgrace. if youu could onlyy read myy thoughts. just todayy, this one and only dayy. it would save me a lot of explaining in the future. it would save me a lot of misunderstandings. oh, if that boyy onlyy knew what i was thinking. then he wouldn't have said those things to me. but is he someone i can reallyy trust? whyy, oh whyy am i doubting realityy? i do like this christmas tree smell. veryy much better than new car smell. benihana, here i come.
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i'm sorry you feel like you've become a cliché. i don't think you are. i think you're just normal.

haha. throwing basketballs at people who think they're well-liked is fun. except i'd probably get some too. =P oh well.

thanks for the compliment on my journal's colors. i like yours. it's simple & artsy. =) artsy stuff makes me smile.

<3 alexis
well you are better than me ok

have we met before

like have our paths crossed before?

how do you make the heart
?
i heart you
infectious deasie

well

come on tonight
ill be here alnight
we could type about stuff that matter
like me and you and mabe other








so yea hurry before its too late











death to captialism
hey...life is a weird thing. People do strange things, No one person can ever know you more than you know yourself. remember that next time you try
[Anonymous]
good luck though

[2scoopsofcream]
as well as the previous one..
[Anonymous]
heh thank you for the five comments. dont worry. i will leave you five :). today was bad. so bad.. i got to hang out with one of my favorate people. it was great but she offered me a cigerette.. heh.. she wants to move away to maine and we will take my budddee jess and be mean and practically cut off his " manlinnesss" hey! i never said penis! i jsut meant we would shove his veins full of estrogen!! haha one down
heh this ones' gonna be about "lust" boy. he is just.. frustratingme.. no thank you for the dumb c.d. i made yet he feels all sympathic when i make a dumb blog on my feelings.. grrrrr i just want to be able to kiss and jsut smile .. but he probably wont care or be willing to bare himself.. he has other gal pals.. he can lean on them yet he chose me.. eveen though i'm new..
here's about my day!! well, school sucked. i went to eat pho after school.
they called me emo but i dont care.. i wear my fake bruises on my sleeve!!!
i hugn out with cathy.. she bought me coffeee!! she's kool.. she's one of my bestest friends.. dang.. 4 some reason, i feel i can tell you alot.. hm
well, that was my day.. 3 down
:). well... giselle didnt go to school so i did miss my fufi.. um crit was like ehh.. she's my best friend yet i dont tell her things.. she was the one to say i dont say things or express feelings as much but i feeel no one listens so why shoudl i , right?? can i get an amen?? ahah i'm weird..
hey

how is the rash???
you remind me of someone i used to type alot with


so yea


hows the rash???






: )








what about the heart thing??
hey do you want to hang-out here or
at my place you decide
ladies first
yes
i am a gentlmen
so chat here or.............
ok

where are you

you suck

yes you do
ya, it's a sad story. heyy i saw these really tame pigeons outside in ottawa. they let me walk right up to them. if i hadn't been scared of diseases, i SO would have petted one... or taken it home.
thanx...tho my entry width was too small therefor it was distorted...but yeah thanx, i like your header pic...

Kelly
I'm pretty sure that 20 push ups and sit ups is within the fitness range for your age and gender... so good job!