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it kinda saddens me to think in this wayy...
that i can no longer use this diaryy the wayy i intended:
to let out all true feelings&thoughts.
i think i've gotten too attached to the people here at sitD.
which is weird because youu guys are all just 2-D.
a part of realityy.
but not reallyy myy realityy.
and yet, i still feel that there are some things i cannot type.
just like there are things i cannot sayy even to myy closest friends.
i guess this is a good thing..
that youu all mean so much to me.
but it still saddens me that there are just some things better left unsaid.
♥♥&♥.
verena.
if you don't trust in them, can you trust in yourself?
Because my real name is Jeff
The Chad has a nice ring to it
I am not superior to anyone
I have feelings just like you
I am made of flesh and bone
And I have a heart that beats
However my heart beats for someone
unlike alot of people
I like to think that I am living for someone
Not just myself
i don't write all the things i want to either.
but that's because people who shouldn't read my diary, consequently read my diary.
it's cool though. i don't waste my time with my nose in their business. but hey! i guess it's cool when people adore me so much they like to hide behind their computer screen reading about my life.
anyway...
happy holidays loverly.♥
then maybe the light will be bighter at the end of the tunnel...or maybe we'll hear the train...
i am all knowing
remember that..........
:)+-<
!!!
-Caitlin(caitlinxmarie)
I dont move from girl to girl fast I have always like this one
please keep commenting..it is greatly appreciated.
kThanksbye
♥ bangableiconz
Lex
Anyways, hope all be well. later