254pm how do youu know if youu have a photographic memoryy or not? maybe i am a little weird/strange/different because i tend to see myy life as if i wasn't there at all. like in a third person view. there is a neverending movie in myy head. what i see in this movie is what i remember. that's whyy i can remember little details, but not the big picture in life. am i making sense? in this movie that i have in myy head, things can fade in and fade out. theyy can even be black&white. and it is what i see. it is what i will remember. that's how i even remember myy first memoryy, where i see a child [me] riding on the dumbo ride in disneyland. how come i remember things through the eye of someone else? but does this make me have a photographic memoryy? or does this onlyy make me even weirder than everyone alreadyy thinks? i don't know, this just has been bothering me for quite a while now. i onlyy want to remember things through myy own eyes. just to see how it feels.