tuesdayy.

Feeling: hot
todayy was the first dayy of star testing, which is some stupid test that everyone in california has to take. or something like that. i better do good because i don't want classes for retards next year. i went swimming in the pool right across the street from myy house just now. well, not exactlyy "swimming" seeing as i can't swim at all. but yea. i'm still all chlorine-yy because i'm waiting for myy sister to hurryy up and finish taking a shower. mannn, todayy was so fucking hot. it sucked. we had to walk a mile under the blazing sun on this "nature walk" thing that onlyy made myy allergies get hella bad. everyone thought i was crying. gross. i just saw, through myspace [where else??] that the old [??] crush person broke up with his girlfriend. they're no longer in each others' top eights and her status says "divorced." no, i'm not a stalker. but myspace just makes it all oh so easyy. i don't reallyy know though, since his friend commented him and told him to "grt back to getther wit da one chick and be happy." ugh, sometimes i wish i didn't have to be so curious. so yea. i've realized that i reallyy do like typing "delete" as the titles of past entries. it's like FUCK YESS I LASTED ONE MORE DAYY. and it reallyy makes me happyy inside, youu know. i don't know. thirtyy-two more school days. i'm excited.
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no fair. we have 37 days left. well im skipping friday..so..36? haha. well anyway, where do you live? cuz its only like 60 here now. lucky. i wish it was warmer. though tomorrow its supposed to get 75 ish. And yeah, you should def. make that kid choose whether he wants to be with you or for you to move on. i waited 2 1/2 years for someone who kept promising a future and never gave me one. it basically destroyed my heart. im not saying the same
will happen for you [[i PRAY it doesnt haha, plus i think your way smarter than me]] but still. its good to be defiant haha. i wish i could ever be :(
but i am damn stubborn haha. but i dont get it. if hes all "dont stop liking me" then why does he keep going out with all these other chicks? and it DOES seem kinda pointless if they NEVER last. WHOA. see im stupid. because in the entry you said you lived in cali. neverminddd haha.
oh i am so jealous. but yeah, we had to do some star testing thing on a computer. no idea why but it was mad easy. but we have MCAS so dont worry, and i bet its damn tougher because it lasts like a week and all our classes get messed and its super hard. and it determines our futures/whether we graduate. aw but i wanna go swimming..no faiirrr. if i were you id be surfing all the time. cuz i love it oh so much. and skateboarding alllll the time.
and id be skimboarding a LOTT. but mostly surfing. ok ill stop lol. but DAMN. im so jealous...your sooo lucky to live there. plus its on the warm side of the US. DAMN haha. im jealous times a billion. anyway, ill stop commenting cuz im sure your sick of reading like 5 of them. or 4? haha idk. but your way radder times like, five thousand eighty hundred seventy eleven. see? your so rad i had to make up a number lol