haha, caught cutting school means house arrest. and no late-night computer use. but first 4.0 report card that came todayy made myy mom much nicer to me. no more yelling. hard work pays off, i guess. (=
a few weeks ago, i told him i was afraid he was going to lie &end up hurting me. &his replyy was that he hasn't made anyy promises, so he can't break a promise to me.
but last night, he promised to teach me how to ride a bike. kind of scared. of the idea of actuallyy having to ride a bike. &also that he mayy end up forgetting his promise.
but at the same time, kind of happyysmileyy inside. (]=
apparentlyy, two people in our class told me it's obvious i like him. &that he knows. &one of them even said that since he knows i like him, and things aren't awkward, he likes me too.
i'm not letting myy hopes up, onlyy because i don't want them to be shot down.
The lol thing that he put at the end of his title I wouldn't think suggests much... its just something I would say has been used to express a form of happiness - thats what it would've been with me had I done that.
You seem to have alot of faith for me and Ayse, lol... I suppose its true then considering that we are gonna be meeting up within the next hour or so... I sent her a txt yesterday asking me if she was fed up with me... I said what I said to you... how I just want to know her feelings, what keeps her busy during the days and simply whats on her mind...
We'll see how it goes! lol
I will get back to you later of course! ...Just thinking right now that in awhile I will be in the presence of the most beautiful girl in the world.. it makes my stomach feel funny! lol
Take care anyways! Later
I'll txt Ayse later anyways just to try and hear from her... or hopefully she will cheer me up and txt me first!