wednesdayy.

by styrofoam
i swear, boys have this thing where theyy just love signing off on youu. or me. something. but i do understand that a ten-hour car ride and sleepyness might have something to do with it. i hate when plans don't work out. or, in this case, an unplanned plan. he was supposed to dedicate a dayy to me during spring break, and that didn't happen. it was supposed to either be todayy or tomorrow, but ever since he got back, we haven't even talked. so i guess that's not going to happen. plus, i don't even know if he can get ungrounded or whatever. &i bet he puts his friends from his old school above me. eck. hate when crushes bring your hopes up just to crush them down again. ironic, eh? but yesterdayy was well-spent, so i guess i shouldn't complain. there's talk that the teachers will continue to strike after spring break, so there might be even more days of no school. but who knows?
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i can completely agree with you. ]: why must they do that? stupid crushes.
Hey thanks, I hope everything works out well for you too
play hard to get!
I find it funny when you say about your daydreams turning out the opposite way and clearly not for the better... I tend to think that if I didn't daydream what I daydreamt about, then what I would normally daydream about would instead come true! lol... for some people life is lived upon what ifs... I'm a good example really - especially when it comes to love! I took a chance telling this girl I liked her because I knew she was too special..
..to not try and make something out of nothing! I've gone too many times liking a girl and never telling her how I feel. She responded quite alright to it and said about meeting up some time... she asked for me to be patient and thats no problem bcos I'm naturally patient anyways, but when I txt her here or there she doesn't really reply back and she isn't so much the person to ignore someone - shes too down to earth for that!
So not hearing from her drove me alittle crazy and I ended up telling her things such as I love her! lol... I'm an idiot... I can't say no more but hope that she still recognises me and that I will hear from her eventually and that there may actually still be a chance for us!
haha, thanks dude. Yeah, I draw them myself. But I'm sort of on a break right now so I may not update till next week. I assure you, I do not know the meaning of depressed! And don't worry about boys. They're stupid. I know, I am one!
No.. it's good that you keep hope in whatever way you can. I keep the messages that I have received from Ayse... lol, she said in one message that what I told her was really sweet - I hope I can hear more of that from her.

Though you say it was good to tell her that I love her... do you not think its too much to say when you barely know the person? We know small bits about each other and from what I know about her, I would think we have..
..a fair bit in common. To contemplate over and over just how much she means to me - it really does hurt. I couldn't stress how much she means to me. Right now she means more to me than life. lol
boys :-(, tricky, tricky creatures.