952pm you know what? maybe distancing myself from *him* has reallyy made me happier. well, i didn't fullyy did it on purpose..he didn't come to school todayy. but i did keep myself from wondering how sick he is, leaving a comment on his myspace, and random little things like that. but i still feel amazing. todayy was definitely not the best dayy of myy life, but it was pretty awesome. because i felt so awesome about myself. plus, i had reese's peanut butter cups to help make myy dayy happier. (= EDIT @ 1046PM: he called to tell me that his phone died yesterdayy. maybe i overreacted? but it wasn't just about him hanging up on me...and i'm not gonna listen. i'm not going to care. i have not a worryy right now.