550pm i hugged a giant todayy. the skinnyy kind of giant. he is about two feet taller than me. having a little crush on yourr friend's brother. now that is what i call weird. who told him to look exactlyy like a certain adam brody? drained. that's the word. for how i feel right now. who knew that being happyy is so tiring? i talked to jessica yesterdayy. there's nothing to talk about anymore. it was such a depressing call. we've reallyy changed. both of us. i need to talk to myy sanctuary. myy sanctuary from life. ha. i just called him myy sanctuary. thank goodness for best friends. always knowing what to do and all.