i'm watching back the future on the television as i'm typing. heh, me. multitasking. now that's a first. (= it's the weekend, which is wonderful. i needed a break from drama. and the boyy who i shall not like anymore. it's so weird to see the wayy different people think. like the wayy elleryy//latif//conrad//etc. have no problem about smoking pot or drinking or something like that. but when other people like alyssa see a pothead, theyy automaticallyy don't like them much, and stayy awayy. at least alyssa doesn't like *his* girlfriend much because of that. at least i'm not alone, but it's because of a different reason for me. i don't even know much about *his* girlfriend. she sits in front of me in english, and sometimes, i feel like tugging her hair to make sure it's real. the fact that theyy are each other's "babies" reallyy disgusts me. the pet name "babyy" seems so degrading. but no, i'm not jealous or anything. she hates me, but i have no idea whyy. and i also don't have anyy reason to hate her. because realityy is, it's impossible for me to hate anyone. i mayy not like everything someone does, but that's just a little something that doesn't count as anything to me. there was a band festival thing todayy. again. we got all excellents. we were expecting superiors, but myy flute was wayyy out of tune and the entire band basicallyy sucked. oh well. this is the third time i typed an entryy that needs no over-analyzing at all. i think maybe one dayy i either will or will not regret this.