happyy valentine's dayy everyone! mmkayy, well then. it turns out that i've been dreading this dayy in vain. for the most part, myy dayy was almost as wonderful as could have been. except for fourth block. things with myy crush were terrible. and i won't sayy anymore. she knew it wasn't eavsdropping if she was onlyy excercising her spectacular observation skills. trying so hard not to listen, she kept hearing fragments of their conversation. "they're perfect for each other", she thought. but all of the hope she thought she had lost came back to her as she heard them agree and sayy, "you're like a cousin to me." EDIT @ 515PM: myy crush just sent me this when i asked him if he had a wonderful valentine's dayy - "it would have been if u were my valentine n imean that with all my heart... do u want to be my valentine?..i just cant stop thinking bout you..it finally feels good to be letting you kno this.. " okayy, so maybe his grammar and spelling isn't exactlyy the best. but wow. i don't know what to think. besides the possibilityy that he mayy be playing a cruel joke on me. EDIT @ 634PM: HE WAS FUCKING KIDDING ME. and todayy is horrible as fuck becuase he knows how i feel now. and it was his friend who wrote that as a joke, apparentlyy.