found my way back to this randomly. surprised myself by remembering my password.

so here's a little update:

- i've had 8 different postal addresses in the last 10 years but have been at my current place for the longest. it feels like home. for now.

- ptsd no longer controls my life. i don't really control it, either. but we acknowledge each other's existence like "'sup" and then give each other knowing looks. like this:

- solo travel is my jam. mostly because i'm learning how to be selfish and i like making my own dreams come true. 2018 brought me to cambodia, belgium, the netherlands, germany, czech republic, and hungary.

- currently unemployed but making the best of it. i'm trying to be mindful of where i'm going next, instead of jumping from one thing to another just to survive. one of the ideas i'm toying with is getting a master's degree in germany...but i'm not sure if that's just me running away from things. to be continued.