634pm forget everything i said before about me always being happyy around people. today, people = stupid. i reallyy don't know what to think now. i thought we were supposed to be the bestest of friends...to show the world that couples that break up can still relyy on each other to be there. what happened to that? what happened todayy? after 3rd block, he came up to me at myy locker and said "i think youu should go directlyy to yourr class today..blahblahblah" he didn't want me to hang out around his class during the ten minute break so that one chick named carol wouldn't sayy shit about us going out. [we aren't, obviouslyy] and i was perfectlyy fine with that. i was in a happyy mood, after all. and we aren't going out. we both knew that. i just called him because i was thinking about how we haven't really talked in two/three weeks. and when he picked up, he just said "bye" and hung up on me. and he wasn't nice about it, either. i dunno what to think. maybe expecting us to be friends was too much to ask? it was perfectlyy fine for nine freaking months now...how come he's suddenlyy deciding to push me awayy? is it because of what other people think?? if that's what it is, i definitelyy can not be friends with people who care so much about what other people think. but then, breaking off our friendship [or what's left of it] would be a really huge sacrafice for me to make....