i haven't been here in a while. especiallyy not if myy last presence was of "the happiest place on earth". that would be exactlyy 365 days ago. minus a few, but close enough. no idea whyy i decide to come and type once again. the past verena on sitd just isn't who she is now. things are looking up. they've been looking up for a while now. to finallyy meet the place i gaze at everyy other night. around 20 more school days, and it shall be summer. true summer, and a true high school senior. youu know, we've onlyy met once before. for three hours during those goddamned SATs. but there's something about him, or us, or maybe just me. he is myy lullabyy at night, myy knight"on" shining armor at dayy. but maybe he shall see that i am not as amazing as he seems to think, somedayy. we've onlyy met once before for three hours. &i'm stuck on him like glue, somehow.