Well Now. Ive been stuck in This permant BAD BAD BAD mood. Im starting to think pms has nothing to do with it. If im not in a bad mood im crying. I just dont get it. Im worried i think. Worried about everything. Im probaly too worried. Im freaking out about my money situation, my living situation, my bfs living situation, and i seem to be comming to all these relizations, mostly having to have to do with my being a complete and total "loser" and how im gonna end up all alone when everythings said and done. (it dont help when people around you just add little insentives to proving the theory - wether they are joking or not) I bitch - i complain - i moan. I gave up trying, because it would apear everytime i tried it just never really worked anyway. ive given up. I give up. Maybe if i stop caring, ill get somewhere.