Ive been so angry Ive been so happy Ive been so upset Ive been so lonely looking for the end looking for sight looking for some right There is no light i find myslef from time to time Looking for someone to tell me its fine a victim of my own crimes cheating stealing lying praying dying crying a loss of my own there is no place i call home take me from this misery make me see you are the only thing right to me save me Song to self... I've been long, a long way from here Put on a poncho, played for mosquitos, And drank til I was thirsty again We went searching through thrift store jungles Found Geronimo's rifle, Marilyn's shampoo And Benny Goodman's corset and pen Well, o.k. I made this up I promised you I'd never give up [Chorus] If it makes you happy It can't be that bad If it makes you happy Then why the hell are you so sad You get down, real low down You listen to Coltrane, derail your own train Well who hasn't been there before? I come round, around the hard way Bring you comics in bed, scrape the mold off the bread And serve you french toast again Well, o.k. I still get stoned I'm not the kind of girl you'd take home Chorus We've been far, far away from here Put on a poncho, played for mosquitos And everywhere in between Well, o.k. we get along So what if right now everything's wrong? Chorus im going fucking crazy.. really im loosing it.