Well... ive decided to call jobcorps and try to enroll. Im actually nervous as all hell, i have this little voice in the back of my head saying im going to fail miserably. its pretty nerve wrecking.. Ontop of that im actually pretty scared of possibly loosing my boyfriend seeing as i wont be home for months at a time. I dont want this to be too much of a strain on our relationship. I love that boy and i couldnt deal with loosing him.. (or any other alternitive) Im not going to know anyone there, and the only phones available are payphones.. But i will be getting trained for absoultly free, and i will get my liscence (which i can not stress how much it sucks to be 20 years old and not even know how to drive) I dont know i just hope everything works out for the best.