Well... its amazing how one little break up happens and all the sudden if feels like im a social butterfly. Lol. Yes. I offically dumped D, and despite what it may seem, not for K. Although K and i are getting along better. The thing i love about him is that i always laugh, even if its at myself. Oh, yeah, K and i may be working together shortly as well. I tink i may have gotten him a job at my friendlys. he goes for teh interview today. Another interveiwer... D. yes... SHOCKINGLY he has a walmart interview today as well. Im excited for him. Although i broke up with him it doesnt mean that i dont care, and i really do hope he can step up if not for himself then for our son on the way. ( Yes its a boy, dont know if i mentioned it before, but im carrying a little baby boy. So excited!) As for myself... Well i been hanging out with alot of my friends again. in the past few days ive seen more people then i have in the past two months. Its nice. The baby i think is doing well, i mean theres nothing out of the ordinary, although the other day i think i felt him move. Im really not sure, and it was probaly just my mind because i was so intently focusing on feeling something but ill take what i can get, Im almost 19 weeks, i wanna feel the damn thing move! lol. I must admitt, ive been slacking off of my real estate and body language self paced courses. Im so busy looking into mystery shopping, feeling like crap and working to get too much of anything in. Besides I been getting these awful headaches that make it hard to do anything. I nearly crashed the car the other day because my head hurt so bad. i should start carrying tylenol on me.. AT ALL TIMES. Theres been LOADS and LOADS of drama with my step father. Just the other day he started threatening D again, so the cops came to the house (for the second time in this week). Im starting to feel more and more like white trash. If that wasnt bad enough he then proceeded to call me useless and said he hopes my baby dies. Hmm.. whatta guy. I hope my mother really is serious when she said she wants to leave. I cant raise a child in this envirement. I cant move out and raise a child by myself on what i make knowing that im not going to be working soon. Things hopefullly will get better soon.