Yesterday was the first day i got out and really did something in a long time, and ironically was also the day i was dumped. It was kinda a horrible day.. I went to this party and everything and anything that could go wrong did. The cops were called fights were breaking out people were talking shit to people and my ex and i got into a fight for me even being there. ( its hard to call him my ex im so used to saying my boyfriend.) The conclusion, i met this really cool kid, pissed 2 people off, one who wants to fight me aperantly but wont say a god damned thing to my face (what high school bullshit), and i have a call im waiting on from him today to hopefully talk about things. i dont know how its going to work out. i really dont. Everything is so uncertin, theres no accurate predicted outcome. I hope to god he decides to be with me, and we dont go threw this again, then again all i want is for him to be happy, i dont want him to stay with me from pitty. I dont want to keep something that isnt mine. I guess only time will tell. I hope this call is easy.