everything has just changed as of tonight. i am so fucking numb. You keep making it easier and easier to stop caring. Do you want me to turn into a cold nad heartless bitch? im kinda getting there. Everything... EVERYTHING is just - I never thought youd be the one to do it. I guess i was wrong about alot of things though. As for us, we've hit rock bottom. I wish i didnt love you so fucking much.