I was looking threw old photos, (which is ALWAYS a mistake) I MISS MY LONG ASS LENGTH HAIR. I MISS MY OLD MEMORIES. I MISS ALL THE PEOPLE FROM MY PAST. I MISS THE PARTIES AND "THE WORST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE" I MISS EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. i miss him, i miss myself then. i miss my past. but im always chasing my past arent i? wheres the thrill now? the gratification, the excitment of never knowing whats to happen next. the wild romances and curupt friends. the daring in my actions the fights and the make ups. the good the bad the down right ugly. i miss it all. what the h ell happened to me. i turned out so utterly boring - and alone. i want it back. i would take the craziness in a heartbeat if things could just be the way they were. what the fuck happened to my life.