Ive been making phone calls to local churches asking if they offer couples thearpy. In just asking the questionmy eyes start tearing up. (the poor woman at the one church must think im being beaten senseless. i feel bad that i made her feel bad.) If i cant even ask for the thearpy without tearing up how am i going to sit threw a 50 min. session without balling. These damn hormones dont help one bit either. But its mandatory that we do this. I honestly dont see us together by the time our kid is born. Its the last desprite act of a desprite person. Im tired, and i dont know how much longer i can fight for a relationship im not even sure i want. Maybe happier days will be on the horizon.