oh my god. whats happening to me? what is this? i feel everything tugging in oppisite directions. im nervous, i have these butterfly things in my stomach, my brain is suddenly poisioned by you. Im terrified, im shut down, and cold, but im beginging to feel the warmth that is you. I cant seem to figure out what i want to say to you, my words just get caught in my mouth. When your around i feel like spewing everything to you, but luckily my gaurds prevail. I dont know how much longer i can be strong though, I dont want to fall into that trap. That endless pit. Ive done it one too many times and i cant handle another. will you be my wakening or my end?