I miss you, and when i say "you", i dont mean a person at all. "you" is the feeling i got around all of them. That heart racing, butterflys swimming in your stomach, cant go a day without feeling. There isnt anything now. I dont think i even want a boyfriend, i just want somoeone - anyone - that i could have that connection with. But there is no one. No one can ever fill the emptyness that i feel. Im - happy - for a lack of a better word, theres just this one part that missing. I cant figure it out. i cant find it. i doubt ill ever know it.