so its been awhile since ive written. Big changes are on the way for me. im packing up and moving to florida. It seems like it would be dramatic to just leave but in my heart i know theres nothing here for me that would make me stay. I have to come into my own, and the only way i can do that is to be away from all those who want to opose their wills on me. For the first time in my life im really going to be on my own. Everything is going to be MY choice. If i fuck up, its only on me. Heres to growing up. Heres to moving on. Heres to a new start, and a new life. Cheers.