Todays agenda: 1. Work 2. Kris 3. get picked up by josh and alicia 4. Nearly scratched an itch (so to speak) 5. Relized that everything is changing but me 6. Come home to a screaming kid and my mother swearing every other word 7. relized how unhappy everyone is, that its not just me. 8. ate food 9. checked myspace 10. sat down to write this. Hah.. i actually rode in a car with alicia and kept my cool. i however relized something elese that i almost wish i hadnt. I had a deep day today i supose. My deep thoughts alway seem to revolve around men.. Now its kris, before him it was donny, before him it was shawn, and before him it was matt. God i just dont know.