I just dont understand.. I never will ive got a feeling. its just one of those uncanny things. Ive got an addiction to things i cant have. maybe its the DREAM im addicted too. who knows.. well, never the less, im pretty sure i wanna do sommthing in the arts such as acting, photography, or writting. Those are things that wont bore the hell out of me. The only problem is if i went into acting id have to over come the slight problem that i have with crowds, public speaking, and shyness. And of course, acting is the target choice right now. Haha. im so complicated.