I should appreciate him more then i do. Even if being in a relationship with him isnt something i want anymore more, or being around him makes me more stressed then just about anything elese in the entire world, he does try what he thinks is his best. I know in the end its not him im going to be raising my family with, but maybe there is hope we could at least remain friends after all is said and done. After all, we are having a kid together, not that that means all that much anymore these days.