well then i guess this is it. Ive got kicked out. my grandfather plunged at me, choked me slammed me against the wall 3 times and then tried to punch me before i gathered some nerve and pushed him off of me. i gathered some makeup underware and a brush before i ran out the door. I guess when my friend had called what i thought was my home my grandfather told her he didnt expect to see me back ever again, and that hed kicked me out. So i guess this is it. this is as good as life will ever get. I cant ake it anymore.