i swear to god this shit is funny. its all fucking halrious. ive come to the conclusion that i have learned more about myself in the past two days then i have in the last 20 years.. today has seriously been the oddest day. I had the most fun and the most terror ive had in awhile... and i stood up for myself for pretty much the first time ever. I feel the pain and the anger and im okay with it. Its almost like im feeling...... better? its funny how when i think my life is ending its just begining.