Maybe i should just let go. Its so hard though. I have half of me saying come on you HAVE to move on, and another part of me saying hold on, its not over. Im so confused. I wonder if seeing him right now is a good idea. Is it just going to hurt me more? Or is it going to finally wrap up some loose ends to assure me of what i should do. Why do i have a feeling that if i see him today, it'll be the last time i see him?