today is my birthday....

Last night i spent my time after working 9 hours in the hosp. ER. I come home thinking ill pee then go to bed, but to my utter shock.. the toliet paper is soaking in bright red blood. So to the hosp. i go... Luckily everything is fine and the heart beat is strong, normal. Baby lives to see another day :) but bed rest today.

Its bright and sunny out, which is better then what the waetherman said it should be. i was kinda getting upset that there might be a blizzard. Im so sick of the snow. hopefully the day will continue to be bright asnd sunny.

A few days i decided that going on a break with my boyfriend would be the best thing. I cried. which i wasnt expecting. theres alot thats been going on lately. my step father told my boyfriend to go kill himself. He called him useless and pathetic, amoung other things. then he was banned from the house.. for no reason at all. the next day i dumped him. If he cnt come over then i can never see him. i really hope things end up working themselves out.