You know what's wierd? I have gone pretty much my entire life with at least one friend. I know that i am incredibly lucky bc of this bc alot of people go through their entire lives with out even anyone to talk to. Lately, my feelings toward my friends have become alot stronger and more apparent and i have realized that most of the relationships that i have with people are either going to be very short-lived or are already over-with and i am just too scared to let go. MOST of them. I can honestly say that a few of my friends are there for me and will be...probably for the majority of my life. I hope that this revelation will occur in everyone's lives, bc even though it can be very painful, it is always better in the long run. Learn to appreciate your life and loved ones, bc you never know when you will lose them.