And you are my reason for breathing. So this weekend, I stayed at Gran's house with Alex and Stef. Two days full of hot tubs, karaoke, food, boys, and more food. And some weird Vietnamese Frappuccino that i don't really want to talk about because it upsets me so. I reached yet another epiphany on Saturday night. I've been getting alot of those lately. But i think this one will actually change some aspects of my life. Too long I have been at a stand still, waiting in vain for things to fix themselves. I know now that yes, it will take some will power, But i am perfectly capable of change. Because after all, everything is possible, right? Today, after pledging that I would do my research paper, Caroline called needing help with Analysis, because we are both in terrible trouble. So after studying for a bit, Brian calls. He and Peter want to come over. So they do. We hang out for a while, making fun of Brian and sitting around the fireplace screen saver. Peter played my guitar alot, and i finally realize how much i miss it all. I have missed the way things used to be. Just . . hanging out. I dunno. Sometimes, it only takes a second to remind you of what you have lost. So, needless to say, I enjoyed my day. The weekend with the girls was marvelous, but I, for some reason, needed this. And I feel so much better because of it all. Thanks, guys. Wednesday is Vocal Rally, and I am getting sick. I have like a 100 fever. And rising. I really hope I don't get too sick to go again this year. *crosses fingers* Even though I'm really gonna suck it up out there, I just think it'll be a good experience, and will better prepare me for next year. Thursday is Auditions for the play. Ad i have been informed that there will be some tough competition for my esteemed part. Pray for me. And that's all I have to say about that.