So Chris left for NY this morning. For 2 weeks. That sucks, but it should be cool, bc i should get to talk to him while he's up there. Gyah, im gonna miss him! lol I went for a long walk this evening, just to try to figure some stuff out. My mom came with me. And im kinda glad, because no matter how much i may have thought i did, I didnt really want to be alone. Had i been alone, i probably would have gone down to the lake again, but this was better. I needed someone to talk to, and im glad it was her. We were talking about she and her boyfriend, and the issues they were having, so i tried to help her as much as i could without getting TOO emotional. Well, not everything goes the way you hope. I tried to hide the fact that i was crying, unsuccessfully, so she asked me what was wrong, and i did my best to explain the multitudes of things running through my head. She was very understanding, and told me that she had been in similar situations many times before, and that everything would be okay. And even though i have had a few people tell me this, i think that hearing it from her really affected me the most. "500 more than anyone is willing to walk." You were right, Stef. And this means so much more than the literal.