My mother and I are starting a 12-week program. No, we are not junkies. This supposed 'self-improvement course' is used to rediscover hidden realms of creativity. She, having come to a roadblock in her current project, asked me to join her in the program and I agreed. If nothing else, maybe it will get the ball rolling on her book. So forgive me love if I cry in your shower Today, I decided to surrender. After three years, I am dusting off the old white flag and preparing for the worst. Too long have I been idle in this. So forgive me love for the salt in your bed I know not what brought about this sudden change of heart, but I am greatful for my muse and will do my best to follow through. I have come a long way. So forgive me love if I cry all afternoon Maybe now I can find my way back home. Wish me luck. Map.