I have been living at my best friend mila's house for the last 4 days. I do this from time to time. I'll just come like live here and occasionally call my mother to let her know im alive and whatnot. I dont know why, but i just feel really safe here. I like being in a place where i know that the people love me, and are here for me. My mom is never home. And since i am in a new house, i need someone there to make it feel more...home-ish. But shes not. Damn, its raining really hard. I love the rain. I love the rain because it is very peaceful and makes it easier to sleep. I dont however love the rain WHEN IT RUINS MY FUCKING PLANS FOR TONIGHT. yeahh that pisses me off. I was supposed to go to a parade with all my friends tonight. I dont think thats gonna happen. And that makes me sad. I met this guy last night. Hes really really sweet. And just amazingly awesome and everything. And i think i might possibly have a little bitty massive crush on him. haha but ssshhhhh! dont tell anyone. Because like i was with him pretty much all last night and i was just flirting with him and whatnot...and it was great. I havent flirted in a while.I missed it. Hes great. The downside is...because you know that when you find something AWESOME that you really like, theres ALWAYS a downside...well, he lives in jackson, mississippi. I do not live in jackson mississippi. I live in new orleans. Louisiana. So thats like an hour drive...and i know its not that far away, but it is...and it sucks. I was soooooo unbelievably happy last night,and i was really hoping to see him tonight, but i know i wont. Hes only here till sunday. And i dont know when hes coming back in. AAAHHHHH!! Man...fuck the rain....