Listening to: muse
Feeling: undesirable
Well, here i am. Im in the new house.
I havent really made up my mind about it yet.
It's just. . . different.
When i first got here there was a kind of harsh emptiness to it. It was uninviting and cold. I felt out of place. We started moving all of our stuff in, which took up LOTS of space, but even though the rooms were filled with our things, the unfriendly echo in the halls and bedrooms lingered on.
It is beginning to grow on me. I set up my bedroom and im slowly beginning to feel a little bit better in it. But its still really akward. Something just...doesnt feel right.
I lived in my other house for 6 years, i loved it so much. I felt so safe there, so grounded.
I dont feel safe here.
But i guess now, this is home...
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