Listening to: evanescence - my immortal
Feeling: faded
Last night , i dont know what time, we lost this guy zack.
He had a brain tumor, or cancer or something else to that effect. It was very sad. I found out at about 4 o'clock this afternoon. He was only like 17 years old.
That is far too young to die. It is scary to think of all the horrible things that can happen to you. Ever since i was little i have always thought that i would be really old when i die. I would be a happie old woman who died in her sleep, peaceful, and sound.
But the past 5 years have shown me that this, though not impossible, is very unlikely.
For the past 5 years, at least one person that i know has died. Whether they were just an aquaintence, or someone very dear to me, it has happened.
Brennan- school, friend of the family
Kushi- Mike's best friend.
Paw Paw - my great grandfather
Bryce - school
Grandma Joyce - my father's mom. I miss her so much.
Mrs. Audrey - neighbor, coolest woman ever
Farhan- school
Dean- friend from old neighborhood. He was like a big brother to me. I think i miss him the most.
and now Zack.
Even though i never really got close to all of these people, they still hold a place in my heart. I miss them severely.
And i always will.
just lettin you know- and yeh ppl dying sux.
*shiny?*
LiLBiT
LiLBiT
Don't lose hope that you'll die a happy old lady. Just cause it's unlikely doesn't mean it won't happen.