Okay, so i think it is the general concensus of everyone that i know, that thinking about stuff is not a good thing. Basically because it makes you think about all of the bad things in your life, mistakes that could have been prevented, things you should or shouldnt have said. . .and all of that good stuff. I believe that people dwell too much on these things, that, in most cases, are completely inconsequential. What is the point of dwelling on the past? It cant be changed. All of the mistakes that we make in life are only lessons that we should keep in mind, to prevent history from repeating. Another thing that i have had the misfortune of pondering in the idleness of my days...(haha i kinda sounded smart there!) is why people stick around for stuff. I will never understand why (and i do it too) people sit around and wait for something to happen, when they know fulll well that it is overwith. I KNOW that its over, and that nothing more can happen, but i insist on waiting around. Its almost like a movie. Like, youre sitting around after those two fateful words "the end" bc you think that maybe, just maybe, there will be something after the credits finish rolling. Like theres something more, that will keep you waiting for ever , bc maybe it will just be worth it. So i'll keep holding my breath. . .