Life is weird. My feelings change so easily, it's scary. I have no idea what is going on in my sad strange little head anymore. I've found that no matter what i do there are just some people in my life that i simply could not live without. No matter our history or current situation. No matter how they treat me. Like the guy i am currently falling for (once again) doesnt like me. . at all.. but no matter how horrible he is to me, i just cant let go. I dont know what it is about this guy. . neither do any of my friends. .but i am just. . omg. . im crazy about him. I have never been crazy about anyone! I dont get it. And we have like everything in common. . everyone says that we would be the PERFECT couple. . but there's nothing there. . " i cant stop thinking about her, im soo head over heels, slit my own wrists, madly in love with her that every minute of everyday, i cant believe my own damned bad luck that you met her first!" thats kinda how i feel about him. . only, SHE DIDNT meet him first..thats just how BAD my luck is. This is one of the many people that play a priceless role in my life. . im sure ill tell you guya about the rest later, but i cant think much right now...antibiotics are setting in. . so is fatigue..i hate being sick. Tell me how you feel! Id like some input!