Today was a pretty good day, not too much drama. . things are still a little wierd, but everything is starting to be cool again. I feel like im losing some people, and that kinda upsets me, but i think that it is inevitable, and possibly for the best. I may not want this to happen, but in all honesty. . this isnt on me. Not this time anyway. I dont know. . i hope it gets better. I dont want to lose them. I am wayy to co-dependent on my friends. . especially two of them. I dont think i could live without these two girls. . they are my best friends, they are my family. and i love them more than anything. They are my life. I love you guys. . you know who you are. I know things have been wierd lately, but ill be okay. . i promise. I just need you to be there for me. I love you.