I think i have cried more in the last week than i ever have before. damn you chris. damn you for getting me into emo. It does bad things to you. but i think im addicted. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me anymore... i mean, yeah i found out some stuff this week that im not too happy about... but its good in a way... grr. . i dunno... i just need. . . .someone. . . i need. . . him. . .