Yeah so this weekend was alot of fun. It started out really well, a bunch of us went to mila's house after school, and we chilled there for a while. Stef had to leave at like 5:30 ish, but we did alot of stuff before she did leave. . .and i'd like to say to Stef, that yes, SHE is an idiot, but at least shes against civil service! haha But yeah anyway... after we finished unloading boxes and whatnot, we all started drinking. Yeah we ALL got hammered, and stayed up almost all night. Since there were quite a few people there, we were all kinda separated into groups, like we always are, but it was cool. Most of my night consisted of chilling on the front porch with various people. At one point, it was me and Peter, and we got a chance to talk, and that was a big relief for me. I felt alot better afterwards, and i want to say thank you to mila. Erm, but while me and peter and mommie were chillin on the porch for like 2 hours, we talked about alot of stuff. It was, to say the least, a very very emotional thing, and we all said alot of stuff that i never thought i could tell anyone, and i kinda came to the realization that even though you may not always know it, there is always someone there that truly does care. This is proably the most touching thing that i have ever felt before. I think that i am slowly weening off of my trust issues, and now i know that i always have someone to talk to. Thank you mila peter and mommie. You guys helped alot, even if you dont think you did. So all in all, it was a good weekend, we had a little friendly competition on sunday. . which was really really funny, and peter still, won!! haha but i dotn really know what else to say at this point, so ill write more later. . .ha.