hola mi amor. tis your mila... YOUR mila, you are my BEST friend. you are the only ONLY person that i have completely let into my life and have told everything to. meredith you are my family. my sister. you and i are closer that muh fucking twin sister! i love you more than her. i dont think you know how much that means to me. but words cannot express how much you mean to me, and the impact you have made on my life. i have never ever EVER meredith do u understand that? never had a friend that i have been closer to than you. i need you. i need you because you bring happyness, love, awesome fucking hugs, insight, and above all sanity into muh life. i dont think you understand how much you mean to me. and i dont know if you feel the same way that i do but lulu i love you you are my best friend in the world and u are probably the best friend that i will ever have, no matter what happens. i not only put all my trust into you but i give you my heart. lulu, you may not believe this but i would give my life for you without a second thought. meredith you are my strength, i need you to make it the through the big a little shit in my life. and for my sake i hope that u will never leave me. I love you and im sorry for signing onto your diary but u gave me ur password a long ass time ago and well i remembered it because well you know why i remembered it. lol its a common password between the two of us lol. but im going to go give muh mother a foot massage *shutters at the thought* ugh. and i will talk to you later. i love you. .l.a.t.e.r.d.a.y.s.