I have spent the last hour on the verge of tears. Today was supposed to be good. I was supposed to go to the first play rehearsal, enjoy myself, come home, have some ice cream, talk to my loved ones, and go to bed happy. Well, play practice went fine. And then I came home. Jesse called me and confirmed that he is dropping out of school. And though I will probably see him alot, it simply will not be the same. I am going to miss him so much. A bit dramatic of me, yes, But I feel like I am losing my best friend. I don't know what I am going to do without him there. He is what gets me through most days. It will be so different. I will miss my shadow. I will miss my best friend. I know he is scared. I am too. But I wish him the best of luck. He has such talent, and I am confident that he will accomplish great things in life. I love you, Jess. As if I was not distraught enough already, I come home to find that my computer has deleted all of my music. I had over 1000 files saved. My music is all of me. It is my essence, and it is going to take forever to get it all back. But everything can be replaced, eh? I don't much know what else to say. Today did not go as I had expected. But I still have faith in tomorrow. . .