And I admire your strength. You keep us going on. I should be studying. Chemistry and American History tests tomorrow. Somehow, i don't care. This week, though not yet completed, has been the most exhausting few days I have had in quite a while. My room is a disaster, I have neglected most of my schoolwork, I have completely forgotten the feel of my guitar, and my pillow is summoning me. My cat doesn't even bother come near me now. Thus will be the next few weeks. With two research papers due this term, i have scarcely had opportunity to do anything aside from writing. Embryonic Stem Cell Research, and The Tet Offensive. Those are my topics. Shitty, eh? Vocal Rally is in 2 weeks, and I am doing much better, without actually being any good at all. Nerves, for the most part, are holding me back. I hate singing in front of people unless I am onstage. With hundreds watching. I know, it makes little to no sense, but it is so. I would love nothing more than to take a long nap, but there is too much to be done, and i have had the most trouble falling into that deep slumber i was formerly so accostomed to. --------------------------------------------- Alright, enough with the complaining. Mraz has put me in a better mood. : ) Anyhow, I have been dubbed "Big V" by Brook, Glenn, James, and virtually everyone else in my class. Use your imaginations. I love those kids. Stef and Alex, you were right. I am the Cowardly Lion. But my courage is slowly boosting. I can almost feel it. Give me another week. I will talk to him. It is important that i do. For my own sake. Ugh. I hate not being able to write anything worth reading. I am disgusted with myself. I will attempt this again when i actually have something other than crap. .Map