I hate... -headaches. -the fact that my wrist hurts. -falling asleep when i have a million things to do. -the way i look. -the fact that i havent seen peter in 2 months. -the fact that i dont talk much to erica anymore. -that my friends ALWAYS fuck me over with guys. -my friends. -that im not at the perfect circle concert with dan dezi and otis. -not being able to get incubus tickets ANYWHERE. -not being able to go to the warped tour. -being poor. -split ends. -missing people. -missing people when they havent even gone anywhere. -that everyone is so goddamn selfish. -people that think that everyone should revolve around them. -the fact that i have changed (for the worse) -when people think that they can change people. (including myself) -that i try so hard for my friends for nothing in return. -that a guy that i have only met once cares more about me than my own best friends do. -that i burn myself alot bc i am a spaz. -that i care so much about people that dont truly give a shit about me. -that i have a massive crush on a guy that i have only met once. -that i have baaaaaad taste in guys. -when people think that they can rule everyone else's lives. -letting people take advantage of me. (in any way you can think of) -feeling unloved. -people that always feel sorry for themselves and let their whole lives go down the shitter bc of their own self pity. -when people get pissed off about the DUMBEST shit. -myself for not loving myself. -that stef is in vietnam for a month -that i havent made out in MONTHS! -not knowing exactly what he is doing right now, and if he ever thinks about me. (not peter). -the same thing as above (peter). -people that think that just bc they are pretty they have the right to make other people feel shitty. -people that arent pretty that make others feel like shit. -anyone that thinks they are better than anyone else. -when people lie to me. -when people lie for stupid reasons. -when people forget something really important. -that my mom wont let me sleep in the spacewalk. -not having a car. -not having a boyfriend. -not knowing if anyone really likes me. -not being with my friends. -the crust in your eyes when you first wake up. -morning breath. -brussel sprouts. -that i am too scared to ask someone out. -that i am straightedge. -that i really really really like him, but i dont think i will ever know if he likes me, bc i am too scared to ask. -that guys dont like me. -that i dont know why guys dont like me. -girls. -people that cheat on their "spouses". -rap. -having that sinking feeling in your stomache bc you miss someone so much that you just want to break down. -I hate you. have a nice day!