But I don't want it. No, I can't want it anymore. Today was the girl's soccer game. They lost 9-0. But it was fun regardless. Krystal is awesome. I love that chick. I set a goal for myself that I completely chickened out of this week. I am rather ashamed of it. Kay, Stef, and Alex know what I'm talking about. For those of you who don't, you would smack me if you did. SO it's better off this way. But the point is, I'm a tool. And now i'm pissed. I will do it. Like the little engine that could, i slowly move up the mighty hill, chugging "I think i can, I think i can." Alright, that was bad, i know. I'm trying. Damn, this is good beef jerky. Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game I decided on a song for Vocal Rally. Mainly because it is in 3 weeks. I am singing Nel Cor. It's Italian. It is a rather lovely piece. Short, but sweet. Too long I've been afraid of Losing love -I guess I've lost. Well, if that's love, It comes at much too high a cost I got my report card back yesterday. 4 A's, 2 B's. Eh, i can pull them up this semester. So, needless to say, the madre was not too pleased. I don't much care, however. The play starts soon!! We are doing Guys and Dolls. I hope for the part of Sarah. I am so beyond excited. Play time is my favorite time of year. Yay! And that's all i have to say about that. So if you care to find me, Look to the western sky. As someone told me lately - Everyone deserves the chance to fly!